Passion is a gritty kind of love, tough and

optimistic enthusiasm that overcomes negativity and inconvenience to make it

through to the end. (10,000 Reasons Overflow)

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

So much...

Sometimes my heart spins. 

Freezing homeless people... Under paid fire fighters and police officers... People without coats... People who have hearts that are breaking...

The other day I was watching the news I saw a bunch of fire fighters fighting a fire at 8 mile and greenfield in Detroit. Maybe it's just me but instantly I wanted to go do something for those firefighters. I know that homemade peach cobbler bread isn't going to make their life any less risky or help them pay their bills but sometimes I just feel like I should do.... Something.

I wanted to go see Stevie Wonder tomorrow at The Palace and in case you didn't know, Stevie Wonder is my very favorite but I started thinking about the $90 for the ticket. I thought about how many coats I could buy for someone in need. 

I know that God doesn't say that i shouldn't enjoy ourselves but I don't know if it always has to be expensive.  I want my priorities to be right. How can I complain about my taxes in my city workers and roads but then I pay $90 to go see an entertainer... When I'm already going to see wicked. 

I know I seem like a kook, heck, I feel like a kook, but I must always remember that to whom much is given, much is required and I feel like I am truly blessed. I do what i should (and I know I fall short so many times) because it is right, and that's what I'm called to do.

Following Jesus makes me the best version of myself... And that's who I strive to be.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

Baby it's cold outside

There are things that sometimes my heart just can't bare.

I was thinking about how blessed I am today. My friends bought their dream home today and I was so happy for them, I was sooo absolutely blessed by God's blessings in their lives. I stopped for a minute and thanked Him. Did you know I live in my dream home? I prayed for this house. Don't laugh, I know it's not fancy and it's crammed and the kitchen is small and I certainly have become creative over the years cooking large quantities of food in a small kitchen.  I have to admit I probably haven't done the best job keeping up with it, but thankful for His grace, I will be a good steward of His gifts. 

Today we served at My Brother's Keeper in Detroit. Their shelter has closed because it is in need of some major repairs. People came and we filled their bellies but they had to leave.
It's cold out there people. Cold. Crack your face off cold. And they had to turn them away. I drove around the city tonight handing out muffins. Wish I had socks but muffins is what I had, thankfully. But my heart can't bear the fact that people are sleeping on the streets, literally freezing!

Now that I have seen I am responsible to do something. My friend and I were talking about a fundraiser. You know spaghetti dinner is always my go to... We can make good money and it's work but it's doable and at this point I can do it in my sleep. You know most of us are one paycheck away from the street. One wrong choice... And it is only by God's grace that I have what I have. People dream and hope for half of what I have, how can I not do something? 

Stay tuned! Spaghetti dinner/worship night may be coming your way soon!

I must do something. 

Now that I have seen, I am responsible. Faith without deeds is dead.  -Albertine by Brooke Fraser 

Monday, November 17, 2014

Advent Ideas!

I’m just not that creative, or maybe I just don’t have time to be creative.  I saw this post about Advent and things children could do and I thought “wow!  Some of those are really great, and simple, and easy to accomplish!  

I saw the birdhouse one and thought that would be so fun to do with Ava and Lana and take to an retirement home, and maybe we could take some bird seed and it would attract birds for the elderly to enjoy :) We could do some fun craft and give it away, what a fun memory!!!  In my mind that’s even better than gingerbread houses!

And one of them was to leave a pound in the grocery cart… imagine how helpful it might be if I just put a $20 bill in an envelope with a note and really prayed about who got it, and how it would go to someone who needed it.  I can think of so many times in my life that would have blessed my socks off!  Changing the world… one life at a time… in the smallest of ways!

I’m pretty excited about this! I am going to pray about which ones I am going to do!!

Merry Christmas peeps!

Lettuce wraps

If you know me you know that this is my absolute hands down favorite cookbook!!  I give it away as shower gifts, I give it away because I love people... it has GREAT recipes and helps show how to keep a budget on track, and so... that's how it works with me!

Yesterday I was going through the recipe book to make something yummy for dinner... and decided to make Gramma's chicken and mushrooms (which is YUM!) and found this recipe for Thai Lettuce Wraps, which sounded delish and I wondered why I had never made them before!  and you could make them low--carb if you are into that sort of thing by leaving out the rice!  This is my adaptation of the recipe.  And they were absolutely yummy and I wondered why on earth I have never made them before!
Prep time: 20 minutes
Serves:6 or more 
  • Romaine lettuce (but you could use any leafy green you like)
  • 2 carrots, grated or minced
  • 1 onion, minced
  • 3 cloves garlic, minced
  • 2 lb lean ground turkey
  • 1-2 T soy sauce (we use g-free - and not all soy sauce is g-free you must check)
  • splash of rice wine vinegar (recipe did not call for this, i just decided to through it in)
  • salt and pepper to taste
  • 1 c cooked rice 
  • sliced up small cucumber to add to lettuce wrap - you could add any fresh veggie you have)
Wash chard or lettuce leaves, shake off extra water, and set aside in a bowl. Shred carrot, onion, garlic, and any other veggie that you desire using a food processor. Cook ground meat in a large skillet with a little slosh of sesame oil, if you have it. If you are using ground turkey, you will probably need a tablespoon or two of oil as you cook it.
Once meat is cooked, remove from pan and cook chopped veggies in the remaining oil until soft. Return hamburger to pan and mix with veggies and a good slosh of fish sauce or soy sauce (probably around 1/4 cup). Add a cup or two of cooked rice, if desired. Salt and pepper to taste. Cook over medium heat for a few more minutes, til ingredients are well mixed and heated.
Serve by wrapping leaves of chard or lettuce around several tablespoons of meat. Let people take their own lettuce and their own serving of meat/veggies and wrap 

Thursday, November 13, 2014

How my life has been remodeled!

This is one of my favorite pictures from the week. It was on Sunday before it all started... Every mission trip needs a crazy face picture :)

I saw something on facebook or maybe I got an email from Life Remodeled, I am not sure…  It said to tell your Life Remodeled story… but it was in video form.  I don’t do video. I always feel like a complete dork with my phone in front of my face…  I just do… I don’t even like taking selfies by myself…  LOL only with people…  which I guess means it’s not really a selfie…

So I thought I’d tell you my story about Life Remodeled.  There amazing moments during the week of serving with Life Remodeled and moments of exposing my own weaknesses and things I certainly need to work on.  But my journey with Life Remodeled started I think last winter.  I tell you this because I can’t remember the date, but I remember there being snow and ice, which means it actually could have been May (it’s Michigan and Polar Vortex people) HA!  

My friends, the Buckets, all went to see what Life Remodeled was all about and if it was something we wanted to be involved in…  And I was there first because I am a kook about not being late, and as I drove around the neighborhood, I was actually kind of nervous (it was dreary and a little scary) but once I found a place to park I was soooooo excited and was ready to sign up, for what I had no idea, but I was excited. For me, I could feel God’s calling me to this area, for something but I had no idea what.  If you know me, I just go, I would likely jump into a pool not checking for water if I felt that God called me…  After the presentation, we toured Cody High School and of course, I had to pee, because, well I drink too much iced tea… I told my friends to go ahead.  After I took care of business I found myself in the Engineering part of the academy.  The STEM program (I just say the Robotics program) really got my attention!  The team was going to compete at MIS and going camping, and their teacher stated that some of them had never been camping before… And of course… I thought “they have never had a s’more before”…  Kids need food and snacks…  
So… time passes…we served the week in the Cody-Rouge district… my friends and I served all in different capacity… and I fell in love with the neighborhood, maybe it’s because I drove around it so much, met a really cute police officer, handed out candy to lots of children, prayed and prayed and prayed.  

I fell in love with a school that is abandoned, I feel like there is an area where I can plant a community garden… Just praying and following God’s lead to make it happen!

I even prayed about how I should continue to serve with Life Remodeled… and God has just lead me back to the Robotics team and Cody High School and the neighborhood.  

So every month, I try to visit Cody High School and the Robotics team.  I drop off snacks for the students, so that if they have to stay late, or get to school early… they have food in their bellies.  Who can concentrate when you’re hungry?  NOT ME!  I can barely be nice when I’m hungry… So I feel like God is calling me to love these students in such a small way of delivering snacks, bringing Kleenex and classroom needs for their teacher.  

Miss Ernestine and I!   I loved this lady!
Want to change the world? Change it in a small way to those around you, with love. That is attainable! I would love love love to open a community center and I know that it is someday going to happen, but I love serving in small ways for the Glory of God.  That His love will reach those students which is far greater than anything I can do.  

I am not sure what my future of serving holds with Life Remodeled, but I will be eternally thankful for going where God lead them to Cody High School and God calling me to serve with them!  It’s changed my life for the better!  God spoke to me so sweetly during my time with His while I was here.  (I am a little frightened that I may be eventually move into this neighborhood!) 

I would really encourage anyone who thinks they have something that is placed on their heart, no matter how small, to follow through with it!  God put it on your heart for a reason, and every single person matters.  EVERY.SINGLE.ONE.  You can change someone’s life with love!

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

Practicing Hospitality

Someone once said in the dictionary, the word hospitality falls some place between hospital and hostel. One, a place of healing and the other a place of refuge. That’s really all anyone wants when they show up at your doorstep. They want to feel whole, and they want to feel safe. And that, my friends, has nothing to do with the turkey.
~Dawn Riggs, Jumping Tandem

I read this quote and sighed.  I thought I hope my house is a place where people feel safe.  

My house isn’t extravagant.  It isn’t fancy, half the time it looks like I’m in constant state of something…  Mission Trip, Winter Retreat, cooking, canning…  folding laundry…  who knows… the dishes are almost always piled up in the sink because I refuse to do the dishes when I have a dishwasher (yes it’s true, I will just wait til the load is done, and run the next one… LOL – I’m no Carol Brady with a spotless house… but hey, she had Alice!)

We’ve crammed lots of people in my house for whatever reason, we’ve had people live with us, eat with us…  one guest or 50, they all matter in my eyes.  Whether I’ve cooked Alice Springs Chicken (which for some reason I refer to as Hope Springs Eternal Chicken) or hot dogs I hope that each person who walked into my house felt like they were welcomed.  I am sure that I have fell short.  I mean I know I have, I bet that some time when I had someone over, I was busy, and distracted or overwhelmed with people or the things in my life.  I’m sure that I’ve made the focus so much on what’s on the table, not who is in the seats.

I think about how many times I have focused on the task and not on the relationship I have with people.  Like what I am doing is so much more important that Who I am doing it for.  Don’t get me wrong, things and tasks have got to get done… but nothing is more important than those we love.  I can’t tell you how many times I’ve dropped off a meal, and didn’t have time to spend time with the people I love that I was taking it to.  That’s dumb.  


My gram used to say “too soon old, too late smart”.  Oh it used to make me laugh when she’d say that.  

Well, I know that I’ve mucked it up so many times, but I am thankful for grace, to give it, and to receive it.  To repent, and move forward.  Do better, love more.  

People matter.  I hope that my house is welcoming and loving.  And it has nothing to do with what I serve.  (though I think it’s an incredible bonus).

Romans 12:9-12 Love must be sincere. Hate what is evil; cling to what is good. 10 Be devoted to one another in love. Honor one another above yourselves. 11 Never be lacking in zeal, but keep your spiritual fervor, serving the Lord. 12 Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer. 13 Share with the Lord’s people who are in need. Practice hospitality. 

Monday, November 10, 2014


I am learning over the years that all or nothing does not work for me, because I tend to be all for a short time and nothing for a long while.  I am inspired by people who keep it together all the time, who make wise choices, and when they don’t, they get back to it.  (LSL)  

I learned a lot of lessons in Germany, one being that I’m out of shape, or maybe that my shape is a little too curvy (don’t worry, not calling myself fat – because I have two friends who will give me a lecture – I’d rather have better conversations than that with them!)… we had to take the stairs (3 flights) everyday, good Lord, even if I didn’t have to carry 20 lbs of crap up the stairs it would have been difficult.  So I decided that only I can do something about that…  So I thought and prayed about it.  Let’s face it, even with my new found free time I don’t have hours to always work out (at least not consistently).  I pulled out an old “favorite” Jillian Michael’s Shred.  I can get a pretty good workout in 20-25 minutes.  And I found a yoga routine online for 25 minutes (and please don’t get all crazy spiritual on me – it’s just exercise for me).  I can find 20-25 minutes everyday and maybe sometimes go for a walk or do Zumba, but 20-25 minutes is manageable.

I have also read that losing weight (getting healthy) is 80% of what I eat and 20% of exercise.  I can live without gluten, and that really seems to be making me FEEL better.  I love rice and beans, and thankfully there is no gluten in any of that!  I love fruits and veggies…  BUT I love cheese, pizza, cheeseburgers… French fries…  and lots of other things that aren’t good for me…  So I just try to make good choices, when I can.  I try to drink 30 oz of water before my day starts.  Somedays I do really well, and today… well not so much, I drank iced tea first… needed some caffeine.  But the second thing I drank was 30 oz of water (I shoot for 100 oz everyday).  And I love cheese in my eggs… but today, instead I added beans and spinach… and called it good, and left the cheese out.    I try my best to plan, have good choices at home, snacks in my purse, and at my desk, but every day is a choice, and I just try to make the best choices…  and sometimes I fall super short, but I hope that every day I can get a little closer to excellent, because perfection just isn’t attainable (thanks for that awesome insight yesterday AG!!!).  

I am thankful for people who inspire me to be a better version of myself, and the friends who cheer me on, speak words of encouragement to me, and love me right where I am!